Maybe you wonder why I didn’t update the blog for a few months? Well, I missed inspiration and got sic from the daily “bla bla” with not that much content. I couldn’t imagine that people wanted to read this kind of crap.
On the other hand I wanted to spent less time online and now most days I don’t turn the PC on after 6 P.M. which was a great decision! :D
There have been a few important changes in my live:
I needed Seroquel to get some sleep, each night. It made me drowsy and sleepy during the day. In fact I slept 12 hours from the 24 in a day. I couldn’t without them, being a bi-polar person.
After a few years on drugs and doing pretty well (no hyper-periods in my live for a few years) I so desperately wanted to be without the drugs! I new the most important thing for me is living a regular live and avoiding stress - even positive stress.
So a while ago I did some online research on melatonin and discussed this with my doctor. You should know that the use of melatonin is not as wide spread here as in the U.S.
Serotonin, noradrenalin and melatonin work in kind of circle together so that’s why I wondered if melatonin would be the drug of choice for me. When my serotonin levels change I might get severely depressed or get seriously hyper (followed with a deep depression).
2 Months ago I kicked the Seroquel aside and started with melatonin, since then I only needed once a very low “homeopathic” dose of Seroquel. I’m so happy that I can do without these drugs!
The best changes are: getting awake early in the morning without needing 4 mugs of coffee and a walk with the dog before I realize I’m a human ;-) and feeling sleepy early in the evening and fall a sleep even faster than when I was on Seroquel.
Seroquel seriously knocked me out, I even didn’t hear alarm clocks, not even when I used three of them in a row ;-) Since I quit Seroquel and started to use melatonin I get out of bed early in the morning (well, most mornings heh) and I’m able to give Tammy a hand. Tammy runs a Guinea pig shelter. She is a friend of mine for several years, but I was never able to give her a hand on a regular basis. Can you imagine how much fun it is to scoop poop (and pee) from about a 100 piggies early in the morning? Being around Tammy and her other volunteer is so much fun that scooping poop isn’t that bad anymore :-) For me it’s kind of victory being able to scoop poop heh. ;-)
My own group of cavies grew over the last months. I added some youngsters and also an old breeder female to the group. The last comes from the shelter and was hard to find a home for - age, not so wanted breed and anti-social behavior towards other cavies. She fitted very well in my group so she stayed. This week I expect also a litter Merino piggies. My own female Pandora is pregnant from (what I think) 3 little piglets. I see and feel them move in her belly and I even can hear them!
OK guys, this is enough for now, don’t you think so? I’ll update my blog now more regularly, even if the content is only “bla bla” according to me. My site statistics showed that despite I didn’t update the blog for a long time I had regular visitors, so I guess my bla bla was appreciated?
Have a nice day to you all!